So i have a very interesting question for every one, who can see/read this (sorry my German isn't all that good yet, and for the French you'll have to wait about to years for me to start understading let alone write in it), Where was I?

yah kinda cheezy of a question, but I mean it.

Where was I when the guy I love turned gay on me? (though I'm not one to complain about yaoi, still, come on.)

Where was I when I finally figured out that my older brother is gay (please don't confuse with my younger brother, who is taller, and looks older than me)?

Where was I when the tree fell in the forset that no one was there to listen to it?

Where was I when my cat, got shot with a bebe gun, and had to be put down because of it?



Though I have many more questions like that, I know an answer for them all.

For all of those questions, it wouldn't have really mattered where I was, but that fact was that they happen. I didn't have a control over them. I'm not all powerful, and life isn't in my hands to control.

Each step I take leads me down a different path. For every letter I type I choose the words that will shape what people hear. For every thing I do there is a consiquence (hehhe, didn't spell that right), weither its good or bad.

Man life happens espacially when I really feel like I don't have a say.

But you know what, the one thing I found out is that life happens, and God is in control, I don't really have a say whats going on. All I can do is steer my feet, my fingers, and my hands, and my heart in the right way, to choose which path in life I will take, that will define me for the rest of time, left in the world.

So where was I? I was any where else, but where the thing was taking place.

I don't know what goes on in other's hearts and lives, what they fear and where life is taking them. And I'm okay with that, all I can do is pray, that they know what they're doing, and never regret.



On a less serious note;

Go Kitty128, for getting the Wiii. Wiii wants to play.


I'll soon be posting my new pictures, in which may I say, that I am very proud of, and maybe, I'm still deciding my story. Which needs to see other peoples eyes, so that it can be helped out.

talk to yas latter.